His insane mind
This is going to start off in an akward spot...but my mind is wandering, going mad, and I'm about to loose it further than I already have... as he loves me to do. To go insane as he is..this is his main priority. His goal. His main mission in life...to try and control me and my mind because he can not control his own. He told me once upon a time, "I love to plant seeds in people's heads to watch them go insane". Tell me, how disterbing this is to anyone in their right mind?... I'm not gonna lie, it pissed me off when first being told this but at the same time broke my heart that he was and is still wired this way. Who hurt him? Who and how could someone get off on the pain of others and feel good about knowing that they themselves caused that tourment, pain, sorrow, unhappiness and they feel good about it in the end?... Never could I!...Never! Yet, I found myself playing his "game of chess, not checkers" as he always says but at the same time telling me...